:aboutme:
name.Meen
currently.Sydney
homeland.Malaysia.
me.struggling to be a good girl
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2nd. I think him and me, we are just not meant to be together. I’m less understanding although he always tries to cheer me up when I’m sad, makes me smile when I sulk.. He can feel watever I’m feeling. He can see in my eyes whatever I think of.
I can’t. I don’t understand what he’s feeling. I can’t relate to him emotionally. I don’t know. I’m not good for him. He deserves someone way better than I am.
:’(
I have a friend who sucks so much that I wonder why do I even consider her a friend at the first place.
Saya sayang awak.
Note #13
He gave me a bouquet of flowers and a cute plush bear to go with it. He said he was looking for daisies cause he knew I loved them so much but people don’t sell daisies now that it’s off season already.
I am honestly touched. My friend told me that he asked for my home address somewhere in last week; the time when we still haven’t talked to each other. He actually intended to give me those to apologize for what he did to me.
And the initial plan was, he wanted to give me the gifts at the beach cause he knew I loved going to the beach alot to watch sunset.
He knew so many things about me.
I’m falling for him, more, now.
Yesterday was my birthday. My friends held 2 different parties for me, and I received few presents from few of them. It was indeed a blessing from Allah, that I feel loved and contented to have each of them around me. Thank u everyone. It is the most amazing birthday I have ever had, really. Alhamdulillah…
Note #12.
I remembered our phone conversation last night. You asked me whether I had your Skype ID and then you yourself answered the question. “Eh you do have my skype.. We skyped last year when you were in Malaysia and I’m here in Sydney, remember?”
Yeah we did. Of course I remember. I was having a little problem at that time and I consulted you. He said that I was laughing all the way throughout the video call. Erm I didn’t actually. It was him who laughed at me for certain reasons I didn’t know why. ***. Well, everything was cute back then. The moment when neither of us realized that we actually had feelings for each other. :) And now that we’ve revealed our feelings to each other, things have never been any better.
I, then, said with half-sad tone,”When I got back to Malaysia soon.. You’ll forget all about me.”
Then you said convincingly, “I won’t. I will prove to you. You say that I will forget you right? I will prove to you I won’t. I don’t know what I’ll do but I will prove it to you”.
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This morning we met and you gave me a cute pen that you bought from Typo. You asked me to choose which colour I wanted, and I honestly couldn’t make up my mind in 10 seconds!
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